Hag Chanukah Sameach!

Why is it that Kislev is sending me into a whirlpool of tears again? There is nothing harder in life than to see your closest people suffering knowing that you can’t really help. All you can do is pray. And pray I do. This time, I really do need a miracle! I am pulling all the strings I can in my asking of Gd – please! We need a miracle! Let this Hanukah be different! Help us like you helped our ancestors! Let us see Your benevolence, send us Your healing angels! Let Your miracle come HERE and at THIS TIME!