It’s one of these days when I feel I am lost again.

Lost without the people in my life gone forever. Lost without the main man in my life, my dad whose birthday is coming up in two days.

Lost without my sister who was the epitome of the things a true woman possesses.

Lost without warmth in my life that somehow made everything better. Lost.

Maybe it’s the cold?

Maybe it’s the scary night?

Maybe it’s the fear of the unknown?

Maybe I am just missing you.

Longing for the spring

In the city of my dreams

Knowing I won’t be there soon. Still hoping.